Water and Bridges.

There's things I know I should have mentioned sooner
But I didn't know how
I'm sorry I lost you
I never thought that this could come between us
I know its water and bridges now

But what's the sense in carrying around this weight?
These words are tearing me apart

That face, I know exactly what you're thinking
But I'm certain this time is different
And that's why I can't pretend that everything is mended
I know I've tried to for too long now

But what's the sense in carrying around this weight?
These words are tearing us apart

And that's enough for the back to break
That's an awful lot to take
But I've been paying for it since I drove my girl away
And that's the sign of a solemn man
I'll make the best of the best I can
And I'll be better for it if I ever get my chance

Oh save me from the gray life
Oh save me from the gray life
I paid the price with my soul
Oh save me.


- Dashboard Confessional

I live for the weekend..

Now that I've tasted how the corporate world is like, I ask myself, "Is this how i want to live the remainder of my life?". I do like what I am doing. It's just that, I don't feel as "alive" as i should be. I don't want to be trapped in a world where I routinely do things for a paycheck just to pay for the cost of living. I want to be free of the material bonds that we forced upon ourselves and upon future generations. Maybe I'm just getting bored really fast. Hell, I don't know. All i know is, if I want to do something with my life, I better get off my ass and start doing something about it. NOW.